Meandering Musings.

It's hard to swallow that bitter pill, when all you knew were the fun times. It's worse to move on, when you were stuck in the moment for too long.

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Most times, I wish I woke up. But I knew that my dreams are a reality.

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The remains of a wet
Battle
Stay in my hidden
Heart.

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Yesterday I was
Stranded,
And I stared out of the
Window
Hoping to engage myself.

I could see a film
Of life
Repeat itself around me.

How pathetic can they all be?
How lonely could I get?

Amused I gaped at the colorful
Lives
And their despicable ways.

Removed and musing,
I stood by and awaited
For the next one

To laugh at me
As I laughed at
Him -
Smugly.

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I cannot explain how much
It touched me,
That I wished I could
Hold it in some infinite
Diary.

It was like the first ray of
Soft sunshine
When it bounces off your back.

Like the tender whiff of
Honey-laden
Spring air that travels through
You.

Like the innocent depths of a baby's
Eyes.

I cannot tell you how much I felt
It,
In every bone of my rooted
Being.

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It will not go away,
However hard
You try -
Whatever you may
Do.

Dulled,
They still linger on.

Weak,
It carries on.

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