No Way In

I'm orbiting you
Like a pointless
Planet.

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It's a slight
Itch that begins
In my heart
And ends up in my
Finger tips
To search your name on
The internet.

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I track you
Down and
Skirt the boundaries
We created
Between each other
Like a hungry
Tiger
But I know
No matter what
I do
I'll never get to be
Close to you again.

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So have you
Hooked up with that girl
I was always so jealous
Of?
Or maybe the girl who
I thought might end up
Being your wife?
Oh please, don't
Tell me it's the bitch
You and I used to
Despise!

I have so many questions
For you, baby,
And it's in the nature
Of those questions
That I know I'm not
Really in love with
You.

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You are the biggest
Fault in my life
That I got most
Used to.